Finding the "I Am" in Me

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Every Step Is Forward

There are times when we feel that we are spinning our wheels in the mud in terms of our spiritual progress. This can be especially true following a period of major growth in which we feel as if we’ve gained a lot of ground. In fact, this is the way growth goes—periods of intense forward movement give way to periods of what seems like stagnation. In those moments when we feel discouraged, it’s helpful to remember that we don’t ever really go backward. It may be that we are at a standstill because there is a new obstacle in our paths, or a new layer to get through, but the hard work we have done cannot be undone.

Every step on the path is meaningful, and even one that seems to take us backward is a forward step in the sense that it is what we must do to move to the next level. In addition, an intense growth spurt requires that we rest for a time in order to fully integrate the new energies that have been liberated by our hard work. When we feel we are not making progress, we can encourage ourselves to take a moment to rest. We can meditate more, feed ourselves well, and get extra sleep. Before we know it, we will be spurred on to work toward the next level of our development, and this rest will make sense then as something we needed in order to continue.

Once the sun rises, it doesn’t go backward but instead follows its path in one direction. It may appear to stand still for a moment in time, or to move more slowly at some point or another, but really it is steadily moving forward on its path. We are the same way, and once we have moved through something we can never really go back. We may be resting or revisiting issues that seem old, and it’s natural to feel stuck, but in truth we are always taking the next important step forward on our path.


Daily OM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

captivated with him...


"My Man"

I can't even begin to express how lucky, fortunate or blessed I feel. I never thought the love and energy that I give towards people would be returned to me as it is in my current relationship. Sometimes I weep with joy and gratitude for having this unique person in my life. He treats me so special and with respect. The vision I had in my mind all of those years as to how I thought a relationship should be is now transpiring. He never ceases to amaze me with his caring and thoughtfulness. This man is almost near perfect in my eyes! My only hope now is that I will live the rest of my life sharing all of the ups and downs and fun adventures with him. I have faith that it will work out in my favor.

Monday, January 07, 2008

Words I'm Going to Live By

Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, TAKE IT!
If it changes your life, LET IT!
Nobody said it would be easy...
They just promised it would be worth it.

Sunday, January 06, 2008


Unlock the chains

Mental traps are habitual modes of thinking that disturb our ease, take up enormous amounts of our time, and deplete our energy without accomplishing anything of value for us or for anyone else in return.

~Andre Kukla


Shit! I KNOW all of this... Why can't I get out of my mental cage?