Finding the "I Am" in Me

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

1 Corinthians 13:13

Right now three things remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Monday, May 26, 2008

YESTERDAY is but a dream,
TOMORROW is only a vision.
But TODAY, well lived,
makes every yesterday a dream of HAPPINESS,
and every tomorrow a vision of HOPE.

I Want a Safe Landing


No More Limbo

I feel like I've been in a holding pattern for way too long. My fuel is about out and I'm ready to land. If I don't get clearance soon, I'm going to have to jump out of this plane with or without a parachute.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I'm a Gambler


Pondering Thoughts

How do you know when it's hope or just wishful thinking? What if this hope is really something you are trying to hold on to which will never happen? How long do you hold on to that hope? And if you have faith in some thing, is that believing that one thing will happen or just that things in general with turn out for the best? Is this where trust comes in? Is it better to have no hopes than false hope?

I guess life is a crap shoot. It's a matter of what you want to take a chance on. Is it better to take a chance on some thing than not at all?

Where shall I place my bet?

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Why I Write

Writing my thoughts out in my journal or on this blog is such good therapy. It helps clear my head. It is like a purging of doubt, worry, anxiety or impatience. It gives me clarity on what I need to do to better myself and life. It gets me back in touch with the real me. It's such a good feeling to be totally honest and not feel as though I will be judged or scrutinized.

Writing my innermost feelings out on paper is like gazing at a calm and still lake. It reflects back to me what I need to see.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

A New Beginning


My Needs

  • Being Alive
  • Healthy
  • Love
  • Family
  • Being Outdoors
  • Being Active
  • Having Fun
  • New Adventures/Experiences
  • Traveling
  • Communication
  • Honesty
  • Sharing ALL of the Above with Another