Phases
How many phases must I go through before I find the one that fits? I'm so tired of having this feeling that I'm leading somebody else's life. Why can't I just be? Is it my thinking? Too many negative thoughts? Resisting my reality? I definitely know I think and analyze way too much, but that still doesn't dismiss the deep rooted feeling in my gut that something isn't "right". Maybe I'm simply a lost soul with no home and I'll never find my way?
Maybe...
posted by happinesslieswithin @ 7:53 PM
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It seems as if those who see through all the fake crap the world parades as reality, feel lost and an outsider. It is sad that we have to feel so wrong about who we are when we dig deeply into ourselves. There is nothing wrong with you. Do not ever blame yourself for being who you are. Perhaps there is no home and no way to go. Perhaps we just leave the "you" out of our maybe's and it simple is "May You Be." That is where we will find our home, our path without trying to understand, just being, without past, present or future; timeless, eternal moments.
I strongly recommend reading the book "The Way of Wonder" by Jack Haas. I deals specificaly with the feelings of being lost by those who see the wonder in it all.
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