Give Me Patience

If there is ever a time in my life when I am going to need patience, it's NOW. I've never been good at waiting for things that I want. Maybe I'm spoiled? I've finally found something which I enjoy and gives me great pleasure. But I can't have it right now in my every day life.

It's like being a little kid at Christmas again. Everyone is asleep, the house is dark and still. The only thing on are the beautiful multi-colored XMAS lights which provides a warm glow in the living room. You slowly and very quietly sneak in and see all of the presents under the tree. You are so excited but know that you have to wait until morning to tear all of the wrapping paper off to see what treasure is hidden beneath. It is so painful to make that journey back to your cold, dark and lonely room. It feels like an eternity until morning...

They say that good things come to those who wait. Patience is a virtue. I hope I find mine. I don't want to lose this good thing ever!