I AM the Cake

I've been feeling really good about myself, life and the bright future ahead of me. Something has clicked inside my analytical brain. I also made a choice which has benefited me greatly. I finally realized that I can't control some things in my life. Certainly not on my own time line or schedule. I decided to just let go of worrying, wondering and trying to make things happen. All I can do is be who I am and continue to think positively about what I want. If my dreams and aspirations come true, then it was meant to be. If they don't, well then, all I can do is accept it and move forward in life.

I'm becoming more and more comfortable with being on my own and accepting the way my life is right now. Because my life just IS RIGHT NOW! The past is over and done. I can only take those experiences and learn from it, appreciate it and cherish the good memories. My future is not here. In fact, the future never arrives, does it? So to long, wish and try and plan for something that never truly exists is pointless.

I know that what ever happens to me in my life will be for the best. I am a responsible, caring, loving and intelligent person. I can take care of myself and am learning that that is all I need. All the other extra stuff in my life is like having candles on my cake. It makes it more exciting, fun and special but in reality it is not necessary for my own survivial. As long as I have the eggs, flour and sugar, my life and I am complete.

I do look forward to seeing what mysteries will unfold in my life. The possiblities are endless!