Reflection

Patience does pay off! Everything which I've desired- peace, contentment, finding myself and being treated how I want to be treated have all transpired in my life over the last few months. Was it a higher power which brought so many good things into my life? Was it a matter of waking up and taking charge of my own life and making the right choices which would give me what I needed? I'm definitely in harmony! What I think, feel, say and do are all lining up. The dots are connecting. I remember asking myself several times, "why can't I find my happiness?", "why are the dots not connecting?" and "when will I have peace in my life?" Whatever the reasons, I'm very thankful for everything and everyone in my life. I feel so fortunate and blessed.

I think I knew deep down in my soul (and in the back of my mind) for many years what wasn't right and what needed to not be a part of my every day life. But I guess I felt like I was responsible for every one's happiness. Never putting my own happiness first. I even wrote once that I feared of leaving "those I loved" behind if I were ever to spread my wings and fly. Guess I finally let go of that fear! And life is still continuing on and working out for the best. Fear... what a waste of energy and life. It holds so many people back from reaching their full potential and happiness. It kept me in a cage for years! No more "what ifs" in my life. All I have is right NOW.