Blame

Maybe it was you who kept the wall up and didn't allow anyone in. Maybe the mistrust ate a hole so big through your heart that you became an empty shell. You didn't show any emotions or certainly didn't express any honest ones. You thought you had to "keep it together". You thought you had to be so strong. Maybe those were the qualities that drove people away? Maybe it will continue to drive people away? Maybe you were destined to be alone all of your life. Some kind of punishment. For what I haven't a clue. Maybe you should have tried a little harder or longer. Maybe. Maybe you shouldn't place blame on anyone and keep moving forward.