Patience

It is so very hard for me to have patience at this point in my life. I've come to terms with what I've been feeling and why. I've accepted the harsh reality that I'm not in love with my husband anymore. And that I haven't been for some time now. I'm ready to start that new chapter in my life, however, it simply is not feasible. I must remain patient, positive and strong. I have to have hope and faith that everything will work out for the best. I'm holding on to the belief that the wonderful experience in which I endured over the new year holiday will be a daily part of my life in the future. If I believe and want it to happen, then it will!