Faith?

As crazy, out of control, unpredictable and uncertain as my life appears right now to myself and other people, I still (deep down within my soul) believe that I will be ok and every choice which I've made over the past several months have been to benefit my future. I also believe that everthing has happened for some kind of reason. Some "blessings in disguise" I suppose. I am a little unsure of what the future holds for Don and I or where/when I will be working. But as long as I take it one day at a time and don't worry too much about the future, than I can relax and enjoy each moment a little more. I have faith in myself and in some kind of higher energy that I will have love, peace and happiness for most of my life! Sure there will be bumps or even mountains I might have to climb again, but experience has taught me that there is no challenge that I can not overcome. I really am amazed at my positive attitude. In the past I would have felt sorry for myself, hung on to the negativity and "wallowed in my sorrows". Something or someone has helped bring about a change in me. It has brought the true Melissa out again and I'm am very thankful! I am trying to have patience when it comes to my life smoothing out and having some kind of direction. I suppose that is the beauty of life... the mystery of not really knowing what is going to happen next! It's quite exciting really! :)